I was in distress – that’s when they entered my life.
I thought they would put an end to my strife.

Help is all I needed that day;
That day, my mind refused to pray.

I was drowning in oceanic depth,
plunging deeper into darkness and death.

My spirit was caught in unbearable agony,
yesterday, I was strong as mahogany.

I thought life didn’t give me a choice;
So with brute force, I suppressed my voice.

My tiny heart slowly started bleeding,
my feet took me nowhere, without any heeding.

Then, I thought I found a way,
listened to whatever they would say.

Caught in a web of lies,
trapped in the basement with woodlice.

Thought I was gaining freedom,
a thought that shook my mind seldom.

I traded my life, my dreams,
frozen in headlights and beams.

Now, there is no escape,
cause snow covered all my landscape.

Trapped in this hell for eternity,
duelling with the Narcissist’s absurdity.